Genes and family determine the foundation of the house but time and place determine its form- jerome kagan

its really been a while since im walkin with a mild limp/
they told me i should break a leg so i went an slipped/
i laid up in my bedroom, crisis existential/
they told me i need therapy to live to my potential/
but all i needs this pen, and maybe just a notepad/
and compared to where i been its not so bad...its not soo bad/
its been so long comin, feel like i been runnin/
breathin hard beatin out my chest my heart is pumpin/
bleedin from my eyes, tears on my pillow/
they told me love heals all but it feels like loves a killer and i know/
it takes time, you take urs cuz u kno i took mine/
and though i never met u i feel i done u wrong/
they tried to teach me different but this is my song...this is my song/
its nature versus, but nurtures working/
the path is windin, buildin up inertia swervin/
im drivin, its not a porsche or a suburban/
its a rocking chair on the porch like I'm mister picture perfect/
a portugese man of war, the sting is hurtin/
its lethal evil eagles flyin an they wings is workin/
god bless the brave america the home of/
my parents visit the grave where i buried my diploma/
chose this music over, school i am an artist/
the truth is sobering an thats cool cuz im regarded as/
a fool, caught up in the balderdash/
i got the heat that cauldron has a pinch of oak and alder ash/
eye of newt an rat, blood and tooth of bat/
a curse upon and word is bond yall deservin that/
im here to murder rap, and beat the murder rap/
and relocate to a place where they never heard of rap/
or cockin burners back im burnin daylight and im dreamin/
about the youth in the struggle they fightin an they screamin/
im gettin steadily older, its weighin heavy my shoulders/
are getting stronger tho so soon ill be the perfect soldier/
the perfect storm, the wind is blowin/
im at the eye of the hurricane, curlin an hurlin boulders/
titan to a god, lightning to a rod/
the trident on my fitted is akin to wallace sword/
brave heart fast mouth thru which i do my speakin/
like they may take our lives but were comin for our freedom.